When Maharaj left Italy to go to back to London, I went with the Slovenian devotees back to Slovenia. I was a little sad to be miss Maharaj's visit to London, especially the Friday evening program with the Local Gurukulis, but duty called. The trip to Slovenia was really wonderful, the devotees there are so sweet and sincere, you would have to be to tolerate me.
After spending the weekend in Slovenia I flew to London. Sundar Govinda Prabhu's and his wonderful wife Haripriya Devi were kind to invite to their home. Early the next morning I caught the train into London for for morning Bhagavatam class with Maharaj. Even though I was only in London for one full day I was happy to get to attend at least one program with Maharaj, and of course it is always a great joy to see so many dear god brothers.
Maharaj was speaking about focus. I was trying to pay attention but I was tired and my mind was not cooperating. Maharaj got my attention by using me as an example, “I remember when I used to visit New Raman Reti, our dear Gauranga Kishore used to drive me, and while driving he used to ask me philosophical questions, and as far as I could tell he would not be aware of what was going on the road. It is a very important principle to be absorbed in Hari Katha but we must be aware of time, place, and circumstance.” Everyone of course was laughing.
I always like when Maharaj makes everyone laugh by using me as an example, I am too stupid to do any important service but at least I can be of some service to Maharaj if he can use my stupidity to make everyone laugh.
During my teenage years I used to drive Maharaj around and I really was not aware of proper vaishnava etiquette or how to serve Maharaj properly. Now I know how serious Maharaj take safety in cars but at the time I had no idea. At one point he was instructing me to be more careful while driving. I told him, “I know that I am not a good driver and I would not be surprised if I end of in an accident but I figured that as long as you are in the car Krishna will protect us.” Maharaj responded, “That is not devotion. Mother Yashoda does not think that Krishna is God, I don't have to protect him.” I was very grateful to receive such a beautiful instruction in how to serve guru.
I remember one time in the car somehow we started speaking about some bhajan, then Maharaj started singing it, and instead of keeping my hands on the steering wheel I started using it as a Mrdanga to play along to Maharaj singing. He stopped singing. And I realized how careless I was being.
After the class the devotees invited me upstairs to eat breakfast with Maharaj, I reluctantly went up to where Maharaj was but when it was time to eat I tried to sneak away. I felt bad leaving without saying anything to Maharaj. I wanted to offer my respects but at the same time I didn't want to disturb him so I walked out of the room in such a way that he would see me leaving. He saw and called me back, “Where are you going?” I came back in and Maharaj asked me about how my boils were doing. Then again he started talk about his experiences with boils, he started telling me about when he and my father were both very sick, they were in Pittsburgh just laying on the floor suffering and chanting Hare Krishna, Maharaj's body was covered with boils, he had twelve boils just in his nose, and the doctors told him that if he touch them the infection would spread to his brain, and my father was also in extreme pain, he had a huge cancerous tumor on his spine, although at the time he didn't know what it was.
He also told one story that I was very happy to hear from him personally. Earlier this year he took Balaramachandra Prabhu, Chaitanya Prabhu and Myself to Athens Ohio where he used to do his college preaching programs. He told us how he used to preach, and I was amazed at how hard he worked to preach Krishna Consciousness to the youth of America. Previously I heard that one time he even collapsed on the vyasanana, but I didn't know any details about this incident, and it sounded so unbelievable that I wanted so direct confirmation. Then today he fulfilled this desire of mine, he was explaining about how sick he was with boils. He said that his body had become so poisoned due to all these boils that once as he was about to begin a lecture at a college and he fell unconscious. He laughed it off by saying, “Luckily it was a class on mystical religious experience so everyone just thought I was giving some kind of demonstration.” Then he said, “Maybe it was a mystical religious experience.”
As Maharaj was talking others were sitting to eat, I was just near Maharaj listening, when it was time to eat I started to walk away and Maharaj gestured that I should sit down and eat. I used to eat with Maharaj all the time, he would always invite me, but I can't remember the last time I ate with him, I just don't feel comfortable in that situation. But on Maharaj's instruction I sat down.
Sometimes the dog waits for the master to finish eating and eats the remanants but occasionally the master is feeling especially merciful and he throws the dog some food even while he is still eating. What can I say somehow I am like a dog but I have taken shelter of him and he, being very compassionate vaishnava cannot reject me.
I was really surprised to get so much mercy and attention from Maharaj, you can never predict when such mercy will come.
Before Maharaj left he did ask me again, "When are you going to Govardhan?" I explained that I would spend a few days in Mumbai and then go to Govardhan. He was very kind saying, "Then I'll see you in Mumbai."
I took the incident in class as an instruction that now I need be exclusively focused on my studies at Govardhan. Classes actually started the day before yesterday, I will be over week late by the time I reach Govardhan. I did get permission from the school but now that my little vacation is coming to a close it will soon be time again to be very focused on my specific service of studying.
But before that I still have a few days of vacation left. I'll be in Mumbai for four days before going to Govardhan. I am very much looking forward to seeing all my Godbrothers, and of course I will get to see Maharaj, for one last time before I begin at Govardhan.
I better go before I miss my flight.
Here are a few pictures from the past few days.
The most gorgeous Shri Shri Radha Londonisvara.

Radhanath Swami chanting "Jaya Radha Madhava" at Soho Street Temple, London.

Ananta Prabhu, was kind of enough to allow me travel through Italy with him and the Slovenian devotees, and then they were kind enough to invite me to Slovenian for the weekend.

Lalita Govinda Prabhu, the saint of Slovenia, he is such a wonderful, sweet, loving, devotee, his humility breaks your heart. The trip to Slovenia is worth it just to have his association.

"Sukadeva Goswami Escaping from the Womb" greets all guest as they enter the ISKCON Slovenia property. The building used to be a prison during WWII, and this a statue to honor the one luck soul that escaped alive.

Shri Shri Pancha Tattva, the presiding deities of Slovenia. They are a hidden gem nestled in the mountains of Slovenia.


Holy Food, one of the nice Hare Krishna restaurant, prasadam distribution programs I've seen, it is right in the heart of the main university in Slovenia with over 50,000 students. And the food is great.

